i wish that everything in the world didn't revolve around money. i decided (stupidly) to pay off my two credit card bills at the beginning of last week, thinking "oh, i can make it thru until the next payday on $100." wrong. bad, bad idea. now i feel like every second i could go into huge dept. that i will be overdrawn on my account and i will have to pay charges that i don't want to pay. i just need to start saving money and be a good girl. my new interest in ebay make this hard. i almost bought a beautiful MJ purse... the it bag of the season... retail of $1,200 and only $350 on ebay. but still $350 too much. i need to not spend money on things i don't need. i have a house now dammit. i need to shape up.
i did not buy the purse. and i am proud of myself.