growing older...

birthdays are weird things. they seem like they should be big. celebrations. a holiday for you and for everyone who loves you to celebrate. but they're not really. they are just another day. a day where you have to work and do all the things that you have to do. you may get a cake or some presents. (i am lucky. i got a cake.) but it really is just another day. i am only a day older than yesterday. not much has changed.